Monday, 11 November 2013
Salt to Mind: You Shall Not Control Me!
I should not be blogging. I should be curled up in a ball of emotional and physical pain somewhere in the darkest part of my room. Actually to be honest, I have been doing that. But right now, I refuse to do that. I refuse to let me mind control me like that. I don't care what I think or what they say about my mind or body, all I know is what my Bible says and it says I am whole! Period!
I just got off the call with Tari and I was whimpering, I am so afraid! I take that back. I am not afraid. I have God's spirit living within me and it is giving me power, love and a very sound mind. A mind that has no fear! Period!
I may be tired and I may be weak in body BUT I am strong in the Lord and in the power of His might. It is really not about me. It is about the God in me. Period!
So Mind of mine, this is just a little memo (thank you Ms YS) to let you know that you are NOT winning. I guess you might have been bragging and chuckling to yourself that you have managed to shut me up. Lailai! You cannot shut Salt up, you hear? None of this, NONE of this would be happening if my PapaGod did not see someway for it to prune me, build me, grow me more into His image of me. I don't have to get the process, I just have to trust it knowing that my God loves me. Period!
For all his plans for me. ALL of them are for my good.
So mind of mine, listen to me and listen to me good. You don't own me! And you cannot control me!
I have spoken it, you better hear it and I suggest you go find someone else to plague with your lies!!!!
Because Salt is done buying any of your wares! Comot for hia! O ya hanlele!
I stand today, in the Love and Power of Christ and I encourage you to join me.
No matter what it is, our God is Bigger.
P. S. PapaGod, I thank you for the gift of blogging. Some people need a shrink. I just need my blog.
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