Saturday, 18 February 2012

I Kid You Not.

This morning, I woke up happy somehow. I was pleased to be alive and to know that those I loved were alive and well too but then soon, before I could sniff, my mood changed. I cannot explain how come. It just did. I hid my face in my pillows and spoke to God. I thanked him for waking me up and for keeping me and mine safe through the night. I apologised to him cos I had no real reason for my sadness.But I was. Sad. So sad. Tears coasted freely down my face.  And the truth is I could not tell you even now why. I had NO clue why I was crying. I kid you not.

Yet my tears flowed cos I was sad. My tears flowed cos as I read my Bible that morning, ALL God tried to do was show me how much he loved me and how on my side he was. I kid you not, EVERY Bible scripture I was led to read was a private love letter from God to me. Every one. He gave me the book of Joel and then he sent me to the book of Psalms and the exact chapters he sent me to spoke PRECISELY to my situation. It was just incredible. And as I went about my chores, as I took my last born son to the barbers, and my only princess to the salon, as I bought my provisions, ran my errands,  I hid my tears and sniffed and sniveled, AND I could not get away from God's love. I had no doubt. God loves me. In the middle of it all, my mgm called me and a sign from God came to and I just knew that God is Love. I kid you not.

 So I come today to kid you not. I come to tell you what I have learned to be TRUE. God's love for you is extreme. No matter where you are. No matter what you have done. Know this. Know that God truly loves you. He is so reluctant to punish you. In fact, even though he truly HATES your sin because he sees your heart right NOW, he  might just decide, in his sovereign will, to send you a blessing instead of a curse for what you have done. It's not about you. It's about HIS name and how you have lifted it up in your life. He is God and he does as he pleases for those he knows have lived for him in the past.

No matter what. 

I kid you not.

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